This is Hard

I am still nursing Beckett.

But I think it might be time to start weaning him.

And he's not too happy about that.

He loves it. And to be honest, I really enjoy it too.

Which is why I'm so torn.

Because I feel this pressure that now that he's one, he needs to be done with breastfeeding.

But this breaks my heart. He just doesn't seem ready.
Knowing that he is so upset and I have the ability to comfort him and make my baby feel better but I choose not to feels wrong to me.
I just wish this was easier.